I really wanted to pick this up in book form, but the only English bookstore in Zürich didn’t carry it. I don’t have a credit card, and so couldn’t pay for it online. So I will be honest and say that I torrented the book. But I torrented it with the full intention to buy it, so I don’t feel quite as guilty. If it were available in that bookstore I would have. 

Let me first say that the voice actress who read it, Kate Rudd, was amazing. It gave it so much depth and emotion, that it broke and made my heart again and again. 

And it made me think a lot about my friend who died with cancer. And I want to think about what I would say to him, if he were able to converse with me. What I would say to him, back in that last chance I got to see him before he died, when I couldn’t think of anything and couldn’t really understand it. I hope he enjoyed my company anyway. 

I don’t know if I would post it on here or not, when I’m done thinking and writing. I’ll think about it.